Chahun main ya na Aakhon aakhon mein jata de
Chahun main ya na
How do I know if she really likes me?
Context: Pardon me if I look like a teenager. There is this girl in my office of same age, same batch. She is as attractive as me. i.e decent looking. Anyway she is aishwarya ray for me and I'm ranbir kapoor for her level. She in the beginning used to talk with me, try to be close with me and you know testai testai. She used to try to learn more about me.
One day we had misunderstanding.
Then again, she was talking normal in real life, although I stopped chatting with her after since.
Then, it was her birth day and she shared chocolates in office. I thought "let's talk to her". And I was talking some really weird stuffs. I was telling "chocolates were not enough and she needs to bring extra for everyone".
I again talked something weird there and again we had some misunderstanding. She was angry at me and I was angry at her.
But the bond became even more stronger for me. I started to feel her more than ever.
When I look at her with consciousness, she is not attractive. But whenever I look at her with unconsciousness or subconsciousness, I like her and find her like aishwarya ray. Too beautiful. Honestly, beauty is so subjective lol.
But the thing is I'm nothing. She seems rich. She owns an iphone, I have colors phone. She owns a vehicle, I walk my way to home. She visits 20 places in 1 week, I've not visited 1 place in 20 years. So, I don't think I'm worth shit to her.
But she keeps giving hints as if she's interested which I don't understand, or it's me misinterpretin(huge chance).
When I told we need more than chocolates, she brought up something else in the office last week as well.
Curious. Guys, I am in a phase where I need to marry and settle in life. I really wonder how do you know if a girl likes you? Do you ask her directly? I don't think any girl will say yes just like that?
Even I would not say yes, if she asked me if I like her? Because you've a hope/cope someone better is on the way. LOL.
Mero aukat ta xa jasto lagdaina, simran/senorita/margarita k ho timro nam!! But I will love you for at least 3 next months lol.
but without any concrete theory on the paper. 
