A dark dream

Awful life crawling without any reason,
touch without sense, time without season.
Sleeping awake and choking on the grim,
listening loudly to those silent scream.

Life frowns at me, passess a cancerous sore,
a squalid parasite feeding on my inner core.
I am on my knees, pretending alive but dead,
glaring at the invisible blood I've just bled.

Eyes are red and cold hands are fisted,
deep inside, I am warped, I am twisted.
So many tricks and then so many lies,
Too many whens, whats and too many whys.

I am crushed to pieces from those ruthless hand,
mystery of infliction, I just can't understand.
I sense deep inside that somehow, I am dying,
palpates my soul and all that's underlying.

Soundless and sightless, unseen and unheard,
boundless and mindless, obscure and absurd.
All empathy lying ungraced, unbraced, unemployed,
I am perishing, in dark dream, obliterating the void.

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"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I may not forget you."-Anonymous
          deserve my appreciation and vote of thanks for letting me read the magnificient literary piece.

Nepche - errr!!

"So many tricks and then so many lies,
Too many whens, whats and too many whys."

I think everyone goes thru these phases in any relationships. Some see it, some do not. some understand it, some do not. But putting it in words you have done a great job. I, very much like your poem. Kudos Nepal's son!!!  Keep flowing.

knock in my door, yes its the night
the day is over again

it was so bright all this long but
darkness has won again

covering up the lonliness blanket
I vanish into myself again

i see memory-wagon in front of my eyes
carrying my own past again

restrained by the screech of silence
I fail to hear my own voice again

batteling in the borders of my eyes
my tears gain victory again

facing towards cracked mirror
I seekout for myself again

continuing sitting like this,
eternity keeps repeating again and again